#381

cutie boy,

be my boyfriend for today, will you?
stand by me and give me the courage to love.
'cos i'm afraid.

— anonymous

#380

I'm looking for my own piece of mind.

I'm not perfect and will never be.

I hate how time flies, too fast that I tend to miss out lots of things. 2010 will be here in less than a week time. 2009 has been a harsh year. I spent most of my time grumbling about all those whatever thingy that upset me.

I'm turning 20 next year. Damn.

Looking back, I realized that I don't even have a fucking achievement in life, studies, whatsoever love and everything else. Damn I didn't know I'm such a failure. No wonder Mummy Lim kept nagging at me. Yes, you're right Mummy Lim. I know lah. Don't ask me for new year resolution cause I always failed to follow them. Hahahaha.

But still, I'm glad that I have a group of great friends staying by me in 2009 :)

so far in 2009, I have:

[x] broken a promise
[x] made a new friend
[ ] fell in love
[ ] fell out of love
[x] done something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[ ] stole
[ ] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] gotten in a fight
[ ] kept my new years resolution
[x] forgot my new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[ ] drank yourself retarded
[ ] lost someone close to you
[ ] been to the hospital
[x] gotten closer to someone
[ ] streaked
[x] cried over someone
[ ] broken up with a gf or bf
[x] given up something important to you
[ ] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] made a total fool of yourself
[x] met great people

#379

I finally caught Twilight Saga New Moon today :) I know I slow luh but at least I watched it right. I find the movie rather captivating even though it isn't as good as the previous one cause Edward Cullen went missing for a while. Hahaha.

Those who find the movie so-so, I guess it would be better if you read the storybook first. I got the urge to complete Breaking Dawn out of a sudden even though I somehow know the ending already. Hehehe. My bookmark is still stuck somewhere in the middle. Lol. Very slow, I know.

Yah yah I wanna talk about the movie. Wooo. Jacob Black's body was WOW. HAHAHA. & he definitely looked so much better with his hair short. That body of his, tsk tsk (you know what I wanna say, lol). Not forgetting Edward Cullen okay. His smile and gentleness just make my legs go jelly. Hehehe.

Bella oh Bella, you're so damn fortunate to have two hot guys always looking out for you and keeping you away from danger. I like the way Jacob protects his love, standing out bravely to protect her. & Edward, always putting his love on top of other stuff. Woooh. It's hard to decide who to choose, no wonder Bella was struggling.

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Received another letter filled with many loves from Korea :D

Dropped by Hui's blog yesterday and she mentioned that she received something from Shumin. & the next moment I was wondering where's mine? HAHAHA. Think too much already. Lol. Was happy to find mine on my table this morning :)

Dinner meet up with the girls yesterday evening. Had fun laughing my ass off with them. Smart HuiPing managed to pass the girls Claudy's handmade Christmas presents seh & those roses still looked like roses at the end of the day. HAHAHA.

& I realized something. We took so many photos but yet Ahlee is nowhere to be seen in any of them.

Am meeting the girls for 2010 countdown :) Will be camping over at Stella's house & party. WOOHOO.

#378

Everyone wants happiness,

no one wants pain.
But you can't make a rainbow,
without a little rain.

Common test is over. Happy happy, very happy :) Now the thunderstorm is gone and it's time to worry whether there will be any rainbow. But for now, enjoy the holidays first. I got lots of people to meet, lots of stuff to do, lots of dramas to watch, lots of shopping to be done and lots of places that I want to go.

2 weeks of holiday not enough luh. I still have to put aside some time for assignments :( & Christmas is coming!! I have no idea what's for Christmas this year.

Received Claudy's advance Christmas wishes this time round. She came all the way to my house to pass me the handmade stuff. So sweet of her :) She made roses for the girls. I bet she got the idea from Hot Shot where Luo Zhi Xiang made a bouquet of roses using tissues too, right Claudy? HAHAHA.

Yah lah yah lah Claudy you're right, I love the rose you made :) It's nice luh, thanks for the effort. Next time make a bouquet for me okay. HAHAHAH. You should know I prefer handmade stuff :)

Anyway girls, if any of you happened to read this entry please confirm with me whether you are turning up for the meet up on the 23rd okay. I have no idea how to bring Claudy's roses leh. Tell me a solution luh. I'm afraid if I put them all in a bag, the roses won't look like roses anymore. HAHAHAHA. Super fragile can.

Received Hui's letter too :) I can't believe we are still writing letter to each other luh. HAHAHA. Since secondary 1 till now. Wah 7 years and very soon I have to use my cute little mushroom toes to count already. Lol.

Shumin is coming back to Singapore in less than 2 weeks time!! & we are going over to the airport to fetch her :) Yeah yeah, my Heartbreaker album and huge GD poster. HAHAHAHA. Happy luh. But I'm even happier that my dearest LPY is coming back :) I mean it okay.

You're mine heart heart heart heart heartbreaker~

Ok, bye people. HAHAHAHA :)

#377

HIATUS

I'm officially taking a short break due to common test.

Monday 14.12.09 : CE Paper
Tuesday 15.12.09: MIIT Paper
Wednesday 16.12.09: DTLE Paper
Thursday 17.12.09: BI Paper

More to come after common test, with overwhelming of assignments and presentations due. Damnit this is the life of a year 3 poly student. Fucked up.

FYP report + presentation
BI presentation
WISP presentation
HumCom presentation
DTLE report + presentation
CE assignment 2

Say bye bye to holidays :(

#376

Time check, it's 3am in the morning now and I'm still awake.

Finally finished with all the 16 episodes of You're Beautiful. I know I should be spending my time doing revision for my upcoming common tests. But I couldn't concentrate luh, my mind was all about the ending of the drama. Hahaha.

Oh well revision will start later, I promise :)

Happy ending, of course :) Go Min Nam ended up with Hwang Tae Kyung. Kinda expected but still I find it a pity that Kang Shin Woo and Jeremy were left out at the end. This drama makes me cry for don't know how many times luh. The sad confession and the sweet love :)

Anyway I just realized it's 5 December today!! It's the day for the Heartbreaker to shine on the stage, alone :) Woohoo. Do well okay, Heartbreaker and don't rip your pants anymore. Hahaha.

I'll watch you shine in Singapore :D

& hopefully the concert dvd will be out soon. I wanna ask dear Shumin to get it for me while she's in Korea :)

#375

Stella's 19th birthday celebration part 2.

Received the photos from Dida. She took ages to get them up at Facebook lah, kept complaining that Facebook giving her attitude. But I got them up less than 5 minutes. The system prefers HuiPing luh :)